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Xiao He was stunned, and then he went crazy.
Was this was fucking doing it and then not taking responsibility after waking up?!
Fan Shen said it in such a high-sounding and righteous way, as if he were so wronged! But in fact...he was just abandoning Xiao He after having seduced him!
Full of fury, Xiao He lifted the blanket, stood up and grabbed hold of Fan Shen.
He wasn’t wearing a shred of clothing, and he was covered in marks from last night’s indulgence. In the dim room, he made Fan Shen’s blood surge and his belly stir restlessly.
Fan Shen only took a glance, and as if burned, he quickly looked away.
But Xiao He didn’t give him a chance to escape. “What do you mean by this? You want to avoid this by walking away? End things once and for all?”
Fan Shen didn’t look at him, and said frowning, in a low voice, “Then what do you want me to do? Do you need compensation? You can say it, anything’s fine.”
He spoke so calmly, but Xiao He was so angry his chest was about to explode.
What was he taking him as?
Even if it was in a mental world, he couldn’t insult him like this!
Xiao He was so angry his liver ached, and his voice cooled, carrying intense rancor. “Can you give me what I want?”
“No matter what.” Fan Shen lowered his eyes, his voice soft. “As long as you want it, I can give it to you.”
Xiao He looked up at the man’s vague silhouette in the darkness. He couldn’t see him clearly, so Fan Shen no longer had that powerful visual impact. But it was also because he couldn’t see Fan Shen's features clearly that Xiao He suddenly understood the other man’s emotions.
At a loss...in despair...he had given up.
Xiao He had been furious, but his heart suddenly softened again.
Xiao He knew that Fan Shen loved him.
But Fan Shen kept refusing him.
Xiao He got closer and looked up at him, his voice calm, speaking word by word. “I want you.”
Three simple words made Fan Shen suddenly look up.
Xiao He stared at him, not letting his gaze move away in the slightest. Without pause or hesitation, a confession came from his mouth, as moving as the most gorgeous symphony in the world.
“Fan Shen, I only want you. Fan Shen, I wasn't drunk. I knew what was happening last night, and I was willing! Even if I’m an alpha, even if this body isn’t suited for doing those things, even if we shouldn’t be together, I’m not afraid! I’m not afraid of any of that! Fan Shen, look at me, don’t run away, okay? I like you, really like you. If it weren’t for feeling this way, how could I have borne...borne...pain like that.”
When he spoke to the end, Xiao He’s voice was choked with emotion.
It wasn’t that he’d lost himself in this world, but that he’d been suddenly reminded of reality.
If he didn’t like Fan Shen, if he didn’t deeply love him, why would he bear all kinds of trials in world after world, suffering so much alone?
There had been happiness, but also too much sorrow.
If he didn’t love him, why would he endure this?
He’d expressed these feelings for him, but Fan Shen wasn’t willing to wake up.
He’d said to him: “I’m sorry...Xiao He, you should stop.”
Why, just why?
Xiao He actually wasn’t afraid of bearing hardships or suffering torment. But he was afraid...afraid...that the real Fan Shen didn’t like him at all.
Then in the end, he…
Xiao He looked so sad. Fan Shen looked at him blankly, an ache in his chest, yet also an inexplicable joy.
He was happy...that Xiao He actually had feelings for him too.
Fan Shen was motionless, but Xiao He came up to him and kissed him.
Two pairs of lips touched softly, and a blaze ignited.
When Fan Shen came back to himself, he’d already pressed Xiao He underneath his body. His eyes were passionate, and his suppressed feelings were surging forth. He wanted to follow this fiery kiss and spread to the bottom of Xiao He’s heart and throughout his whole body. “Xiao He...Xiao He…”
He called his name softly and kissed him, captivated.
Xiao He had complex feelings at heart. On one hand, he was afraid of the unknown future, but on the other, he was greedily enjoying this moment of sincerity.
In the end, he couldn’t quite tell the feelings apart anymore.
After wrapping around Fan Shen all night, his body was already used to it.
It hurt a little at first, but Xiao He soon enjoyed sweet pleasure. He moaned softly, wanting to always go on like this.
After enjoying themselves intoxicatedly, the two men found it a little hard to restrain themselves. They kissed each other as if they hadn’t finished expressing their endless affection.
They spent all morning embracing each other in a daze.
At noontime, Xiao He’s stomach gurgled, and they were finally willing to go out.
Fan Shen said softly, “I’ll go out first.”
Startled, Xiao He understood what he meant, and immediately...felt a little anxious.
This was really a difficult situation.
But he’d take his time…after all, Fan Qing was only a mental fragment. As long as he could take care of Fan Shen, everything else would be easy to handle.
Fan Shen rose and left, and Xiao He followed him.
They’d overindulged themselves, so despite his good physique, Xiao He’s legs went weak for a moment. Fan Shen was swift to react and caught him by the waist.
Xiao He looked up at him. His emotions surged, and he couldn’t help but arch his neck and kiss him for a moment.
Fan Shen’s eyes were filled with deep love. Because of this soft touch, he lowered his head and deepened the kiss.
The atmosphere in the room heated up a little again. Xiao He moaned softly, and involuntarily looped his arms around Fan Shen’s neck.
Intense desire arose.
Just as they were about to lose control again, the sound of the lock in the door turning suddenly came.
The hearts of the two men kissing and embracing suddenly jumped.
Right after that, before they could react, the door opened wide.
Dazzling light poured in, clearly illuminating the mess in the room.
Xiao He and Fan Shen turned at almost the same time, looking towards the door.
Like a freeze frame in a film, the boy standing there stiffened, motionless.
There was still some mischievous liveliness in his pretty eyes that hadn’t yet faded, but at this moment, ice sealed over all of it.
The door had been locked, and Fan Qing had waited all morning for Xiao He without him coming, so he grew a little impatient.
So he'd simply found the spare key, wanting to give Xiao He a pleasant surprise.
But he’d seen a scene like this.
The two men were embracing. One had disheveled clothes, and the other wasn’t wearing a stitch of clothing.
And they...they were kissing each other senseless right now.
Fan Qing was stunned and numb, his mind in chaos.
The two most important people in his life had betrayed him at the same time.
Was there anything more terrible than this?
His face pale, Fan Qing didn’t pause at all, turning and running away so quickly it was as if he were escaping a terrible abyss in hell.
Xiao He’s heart thumped. He looked up, and sure enough, he saw remorse and distress in Fan Shen’s eyes.
Oh no, oh no...this was the only thought flashing through Xiao He’s mind.
He’d wanted to take his time, but now…
Fan Shen let go of him, picked up his coat, threw it on and then hurriedly chased after Fan Qing.
Xiao He didn’t dare to delay. He could only hastily put on clothes and then run after him…
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The author has something to say…
Uh, Xiao He and Fan Qing aren’t married yet, only engaged… That was the birthday banquet before, not the wedding feast, ahem…
Thanks for the encouragement everyone, I’m really touched! I have to go out today, but I won’t go anywhere tomorrow; I’ll rub out words at home! Muah!
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banoffee: hahahah...Xiao He got caught planting grass...
1 hour and 44 minutes for 1,411 words, or 7.4 minutes for every 100 words. A decrease in rate by 0.9 minutes...😌
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I can't tell if the author is a step-mother or not. She's too good. 🙂🙂🙂
ReplyDeletei feel that Fan Qing is the Hidden plot, that is the core and the reasn why Fan Shen was unwilling to woke up from his dream
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