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In a rational state, Xiao He would scold himself for being totally shameless, saying such things.
But right now, he just wanted to give himself a like. He was really too smart! He didn’t believe that Fan Shen would ignore him after he said this!
Facts proved that Xiao He’s bet was right.
Fan Shen stiffened all over when he heard the message from the communicator.
Xiao He was an omega? Xiao He, who lived or died with him, fought side by side with him and accompanied him for almost a decade, actually wasn’t an alpha.
This was impossible! Absolutely impossible!
Fan Shen’s mind was about to collapse, but he hadn’t lost his reason.
Xiao He was definitely lying to him, luring him in and trying a new method to make him come back.
Yes, that must be it.
He persuaded himself like this, but there was a little voice whispering to him.
What if it were true?
What if Xiao He wasn’t lying to him?
What if Xiao He were an omega?
An unseen, late-developing omega who was only revealing his secondary gender now.
Cases of this weren’t nonexistent, but there were very few of them throughout history.
And for most of these omegas, the moment they discovered it was after...after...they’d bonded.
Suddenly, Fan Shen’s head buzzed.
He’d always liked Xiao He, so he’d never had a mate, and he’d never done that kind of thing before.
He wasn’t that experienced, so he hadn’t realized right away.
Alphas were naturally unsuited for receiving. Their secondary sexual characteristics tended to be nonexistent, and being forced beneath someone would only result in endless pain and suffering.
At the beginning, Fan Shen could sense that Xiao He was in pain.
But afterwards...there hadn’t been a trace of pain between them.
Xiao He had even knelt on the bed, actively pleading for him.
Fan Shen's mind had been in confusion at the time, and he’d gotten completely carried away, so he hadn’t thought more about it.
But now that he reflected on it, his heart trembled.
That hadn’t been the attitude an alpha should have. That...had completely been an omega who’d been opened up and was enjoying boundless pleasure.
Could it be that Xiao really was an omega?
As soon as this thought arose, it could no longer be controlled.
If Xiao He were an omega, then all his difficult problems would be easily solved.
Xiao He couldn’t be with Fan Qing. There would be no way for them to be together.
But Xiao He could be with him.
He could have Xiao He completely openly, and no one could stop him. He could kiss him, mark him, take him, and even...get him pregnant with a child that belonged to them.
They...would have a family.
The joy in his chest was so rich it couldn’t be diluted. Fan Shen completely accepted the idea.
But at the next moment, he abruptly came back to himself, and his heart seized. He turned the car around and sped toward Alia Square.
His Xiao He was an omega—an omega in heat, who was unmarked and so tempting.
He couldn’t let anyone touch him, he absolutely couldn’t!
The aircraft sensed its owner’s impatience, and flew wildly forward like mad.
And Xiao He, waiting in Alia Square, was in a terrible situation.
At the beginning, he’d said those words to provoke Fan Shen. After all, he wasn’t in heat at all, and he didn’t believe he’d really turn into an omega.
He’d been fine at first and everything was normal, but after about ten minutes, he didn’t know why, but his body began to change.
This was really indescribable, a feeling that someone who’d been a man all his life couldn’t know from experience.
He felt intensely hot and parched. A ball of fire ignited in his chest and flowed through his veins and throughout his body, spreading to every capillary, making his flesh begin to tremble uncontrollably.
This was too uncomfortable. That unspeakable place behind him felt empty to the extreme.
Xiao He even felt a trace of warmth flowing out, shameful, unbearable and driving him mad.
He vaguely realized that Fan Shen had been convinced.
Fan Shen believed he was an omega, and that he was now in heat.
So his body had started to uncontrollably react.
Damnit!
He’d dug himself a hole and actually buried himself!
His luck was terrible!
Xiao He felt awful all over, and he’d already begun to cause a stir around him.
People were constantly approaching, and when Xiao He smelled those strong scents, he felt dizzy with such desire even his heart began to ache.
It didn’t matter who, anyone was fine… Who would come help him...help…
No!
Reason warred endlessly with madness at the edge of a cliff.
Absolutely not!
This was a mental world, but everything that happened was realistic.
If he were really treated in that terrible way, how could he face Fan Shen, and how could he cure him?
He wouldn’t be fucking treating him, but beating him!
He gritted his teeth hard. The feeling of fighting against his own physiology was really worse than death.
Omegas held a natural attraction to alphas, but at the same time, alphas had a natural power over omegas.
Xiao He’s physical fitness was great, but he was so weak right now he couldn’t even lift his arms.
When a strange man walked up to him, Xiao He’s mind fell into confusion, and he even saw that completely unfamiliar face as Fan Shen’s.
“Fan Shen...Fan Shen…” Xiao He was almost talking in his sleep, and it looked like he was about to wrap his arms around the other man on his own.
But out of who knew where, his reason suddenly made him come back to himself.
He staggered backwards, exerting all his strength to push the stranger away.
“Don’t come near me.” He shouted, but his warm voice made it seem as if he were playing hard to get.
“Little beauty, let me come satisfy you. You really want it, don’t you? Come on, come over here. I’ll give it to you good, for sure.”
Xiao He’s heart abruptly trembled, and if he weren’t holding himself back with all his strength, he would’ve gone up to him uncontrollably.
Damn it! Fan Shen! Where did you go?!
Xiao He bit his lip hard. Only when blood overflowed did he manage to force some of his reason to return.
“Fan Shen! Fan Shen! Come out, come here, I know you’ll be here soon!”
“Come save me! Come help me!” Xiao He desperately resisted the crowd before him, his hands and legs dripping with blood. The stabbing pain could barely allow him to retain some reason, but that reason was gradually drifting away. “Fan Shen! If you don’t come out soon, if you don’t come out soon, I’ll...I’ll...submit to them.”
“And then…” Under this unbearable suffering, Xiao He’s eyes were filled with despair. “I’ll commit suicide in reality.”
“You don’t want me, love me or care about me at all. Since that’s so, then...then…”
He hadn’t finished saying the last sentence when a black aircraft descended from directly above.
A man in black jumped down in a few steps, throwing his fists at those wild alphas without the slightest hesitation, sending out sprays of scarlet blood.
“M...murder!” Screams rose around him, but the man who was as handsome as a god had a cold face and narrowed brows, cruel and ruthless as if he’d walked out of hell, with only wild slaughter left in him.
Xiao He couldn’t see the scene around him. He could only see him.
He could only see this man who he thought of day and night, who filled him with joy and at the same time had brought him pain and despair countless times.
“Fan Shen...Fan Shen…” Xiao He walked toward him, trembling, and kissed him impatiently. “Hurry...hurry and give it to me.”
Fan Shen swept him into his arms, felt the stickiness of Xiao He’s drenched-through clothes and heard a boom in his mind.
With his last trace of reason, he remembered carrying him into the aircraft.
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The author has something to say:
Ahem...it’s almost over, and the final truth is about to be revealed.
There’s really a hard-to-solve reason behind why Fan Shen always refuses Xiao He, and it’s the same reason why he fell unconscious and isn’t willing to wake up. I’m going to continue rubbing out words, muah!
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Lmao, Fan Shen really has a wild imagination 😂🤚
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