Entering a Split Personality — Chapter 51

...You know perfectly well that I can never have him.

With this one sentence, Yun Qing’s movements abruptly stopped.

He looked at Xiao He. A current of heat was stirring in his heart, but he didn’t quite dare to touch it.

The implication in his words was so beautiful that he feared if he touched it, it would disappear without a trace, like a rose-tinted view.

“Why…” Yun Qing leaned down and gazed into his eyes. “Why can't you have him.”

Xiao He met his gaze, and felt that Hong Qing was too strange today. He was just like Yun Qing, not only in appearance, but in the personality that showed in his eyes.

But...this couldn’t possibly be his master. How could his master possibly do...do something like this with him…

He only thought about it a little, and it was like he’d touched upon a forbidden box, making him shrink for a moment. At the same time, a great current of heat attacked him, rushing through him until his body felt as hot as fire.

Lost in a daze, he saw the red hair of the man above him, and he calmed down a little.

This was Hong Qing, this really was Hong Qing.

He let out a breath of relief, but at the same time, a burst of humiliated anger bubbled up in his heart.

“Enough! Hong Qing, if you keep on being like this, I’ll never see you again.”

He tried to struggle free, but Yun Qing held him down by the waist, making it so he couldn’t move an inch. Xiao He glared at him, but in this kind of situation, his face was crimson and his red lips were glossy, his eyes full of moisture. Even if he was glaring at him hard, he wasn’t intimidating at all, and instead seemed more alluring.

Yun Qing couldn’t help but move a little, lowering his head so he could ask softly in his ear, “Tell me, why?”

When he used force like this, Xiao He felt so much pain that his brows locked tightly. He couldn’t help feeling a burst of spiteful fire rushing up, and he couldn’t hold back anymore. He shouted lowly, “He’s my master! He has a wife! He doesn’t like me! I can have him? How can I have him! You know all of this perfectly well, and yet you still keep asking me. Is it fun for you? By humiliating me like this, what exactly…”

He hadn’t finished speaking yet when Yun Qing bent his head and kissed him hard. 

Xiao He had a fire setting his heart aflame. He didn’t want to kiss him, and tried to turn his head away to avoid it, but Yun Qing wasn’t willing to let him go at all. He was so vigorous he wished he could eat him up.

It was a little rough and a little impetuous. This kiss was like wild wind and violent rain, about to blow him into the middle of the borderless sea, so that he would constantly drift in arousal. Yun Qing wanted to make him able only to grip him tightly, embrace him and keep pleading with him. 

“Say it again, Xiao He, say it again.” The man’s voice was low, rough and dark, sensual and gentle, pleasant enough to make anyone’s heart tremble, so that they would agree to whatever he asked. 

Xiao He was puzzled, not knowing what he wanted him to say.

So Yun Qing guided him. “Say it again, say you like him, like Yun Qing, like your master.” 

Xiao He wouldn’t say it, so Yun Qing didn’t give it to him.

How could Xiao He bear it? He couldn’t hold on for long before he said it in a strangled voice.

And then...his stimulation reached its peak.

For a whole day, Xiao He couldn’t get out of bed.

He felt like Hong Qing had gone mad, gone absolutely mad.

Over and over, he kept making him say those words. He kept guiding him, making him spill out those things that couldn’t be said, that he couldn’t say, and that you couldn’t find anyone who would say.

Xiao He found it a great relief to get it off his chest, but he simply couldn’t understand Hong Qing.

Was there anyone who would have this kind of inclination?

He was simply a damn pervert! 

In the end, Xiao He fell unconscious. It was lucky that cultivators had good physiques, or he felt like he’d have died in bed.

But no matter what, Yun Qing couldn’t bear to let him go. He kept holding him, placed him carefully in his arms, bent his head and kissed him gently. In a low voice, he told him of the affection that had already seeped into his bones, so strong it couldn’t be dissolved. “I love you, Xiao He.” 

It turned out that realizing a long-cherished wish was a feeling that would drive him wild like this.

Xiao He slept through the night and the day, and he didn’t wake up until the evening of the next day.

Afterwards, he felt like...he needed to have a good talk with Hong Qing.

If the man kept on letting loose like this, he’d play with him until Xiao He was driven half to death! 

How could he go crazy like this? Who could stand it?! 

Xiao He thought this indignantly, but in the end, he waited from evening until the moon rose above the trees. 

In the past, Hong Qing always showed up as soon as the sun went down, so how come he was so late today?

Xiao He frowned, but he didn’t overthink it.

Maybe there was something delaying him, or maybe he wasn’t coming today. They were all possibilities. No one had set a rule saying he had to come every night.

After waiting until midnight, Xiao He felt like he probably wasn’t going to come, so he went to the bathroom to take a bath and get ready for bed.

He could always talk to him another day, it didn’t matter that much.

But when he had just started soaking in the water, the curtain swayed, and the red-haired man appeared.

Xiao He frowned, and he was just about the open his mouth when Hong Qing took off his clothes, strode into the water and swept him into his arms.

“Hey…” Xiao He hadn’t even finished greeting him when Hong Qing kissed him hard.

“Ah...Hong Qing...you…”

“Baby, I missed you, missed you very much.” As he spoke, without any foreplay, he drove in with the hot water. 

Xiao He hurt a great deal, and he couldn’t help cursing, “Is there any end to you, Hong Qing you…”

Unfortunately, Hong Qing blocked off his words before he could finish speaking them.

He had to let this lunatic eat a little. Xiao He was so tired he didn’t want to move. He let Hong Qing dry him off and then carry him back to bed.

Seeing that this unbridled guy was about to come for another round, Xiao He hurriedly pulled the blanket over and wrapped himself up, warning him, “Hong Qing! Listen to me, in the future I won’t mind you at night, but you’re not allowed to be like that in the daytime anymore! And we can’t be on Bluephoenix Peak. Let’s go back to the demon world, okay…”

Hong Qing raised an eyebrow and asked in return, “Daytime?”

Xiao He glared at him boldly and righteously. “That’s right! In the future, you’re not allowed to mess around during the day. You’re fine going without rest day and night, but I can’t do it!” 

Hong Qing never took what he said to heart from the start. He turned these words around in his head, and understood everything.

That day, he’d forgotten the time, and Yun Qing had snatched the body from him in the morning. It looked like...that inflexible guy had seized the opportunity to do something?

He’d thought Yun Qing didn’t like Xiao He. It turned out he did like him…

Hong Qing moved close to Xiao He’s ear, sucked on his ear, lowered his voice and asked, “Baby, how many times did we do it in the daytime?”

He kissed him until it tickled. Xiao He wanted to turn his head to avoid it, but Hong Qing didn’t let him, continuing to question him.

How could Xiao He remember it clearly… His face crimson, he tried to make his voice more severe, but the constant kisses made it soften into a complete mess. “Who...who could remember it clearly?!”

Hong Qing climbed on top of him and said, “No matter, at any rate, it can’t be more than we do it at night!”

Seeing that he was about to come again, Xiao He sincerely felt a little afraid. He hastily said, “Let’s take a break, let’s have a talk, Hong Qing, can you not do this every time…”

“Not tonight.” Hong Qing kissed him and said a little anxiously, “Xiao He, you have to listen to me tonight, okay? I might have to leave for a while. When the time comes and I can’t kiss you anymore, I’ll really miss you to death!”

Xiao He keenly grasped the key point in his words. “You’re going to leave?”

A trace of helplessness flashed through Hong Qing’s eyes. “There’s nothing I can do, your good master is about to return. He definitely won’t let me come out… When that time comes, it’ll be hard if I want to see you. So don’t refuse me tonight, and let me love you properly, alright? Xiao He, I like you, really like you, like you to my bones.” 

Hong Qing had been born too good-looking, and his character was straightforward. He’d said these kinds of words of love quite a few times, but to be honest, every time, Xiao He couldn’t take it.

He only had to look at Hong Qing's eyes, his features, and he couldn’t resist at all.

Hong Qing knew his weak points well, so after insistently coaxing him, he really made Xiao He do tonight what he would never do before, even if he was beaten to death.

Early the next morning, Hong Qing fell asleep with him in his arms, perfectly satisfied.

Xiao He was terribly tired, so he couldn’t be bothered to chase him away, and fell asleep as well.

The first rays of morning shone in brightly, but they couldn’t cover up the charming and gentle scene within the room.

Yun Qing woke up from a deep sleep, and dazedly felt the soft and smooth form within his arms. 

He looked down and saw the boy’s cute, peaceful sleeping face.

Yun Qing’s heart stirred, and his body immediately reacted.

But when he looked down again and saw the marks on the boy’s body, he frowned slightly.

He’d tormented him for an entire night? He really had no control.

Yun Qing held in his desire. He lifted a finger, and a thread of white light flowed from his fingertip, falling on the boy and slowly wrapping him up entirely.

Those red marks and imprints disappeared one by one, and the spell eased Xiao He's exhaustion at the same time.

Xiao He slept so soundly, he had the best night’s sleep of his life.

He didn’t think about anything, and he didn’t dream about anything. He was completely at ease and unimaginably comfortable.

Such a deep sleep made his whole body relax.

Both body and mind unwound like never before. 

He slept well, so he woke up quickly.

Xiao He hadn’t opened his eyes yet when he felt the warm chest behind him, and was a little puzzled.

Hadn’t Hong Qing said he was going to leave for a while? He hadn’t left?

He opened his eyes and looked around. When he saw the man behind him, he was abruptly startled.

Under the dim yellow light of sunset, the man’s black hair seemed gilded. It scattered at random, drifting down over his bare chest, bringing an incomparably sensual overtone to that austere body. 

Xiao He had never seen his master like this before, but he didn’t have the slightest doubt that this was his master.

Yun Qing saw that he’d woken up, smiled slightly, and as if it were completely natural, he bent his head and kissed him on the lips.

Xiao He...didn’t know how to react at all. 

Was this a dream? It must be a dream.

If not, how could something so inconceivable happen.

Xiao He was numb and dazed. His only thought was to lie there, close his eyes and continue sleeping.

Let this beautiful dream last a little longer.

Yun Qing looked at his face, and felt it was both adorable and distressing. He wrapped his arms around him, put his mouth next to his ear and said in a low, rough, gentle voice, “Xiao He, it’s me.”

Xiao He still didn’t react at all.

Yun Qing kissed his fair slender neck and said lowly, “I’m Yun Qing. Xiao He, I love you.”

His words made Xiao He feel like he was struck by lightning, and he completely froze.

“M...master.” 

“Yes.”

“What...did you say?”

“I love you.” Yun Qing repeated without the slightest hesitation, “Xiao He, I love you.”

In a daze, Xiao He looked fixedly ahead. Then he said in a hoarse voice, “This isn’t right, Master, you...already have a wife.”

“I don’t. Hong Shuang is my junior apprentice, not my wife. I’ve never had a wife, and I’ve never had a lover. In my life, you’re the only one who’s moved my heart, and in this life, you’re the only one I want.”

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The author has something to say:

Oh my god, isn’t it sweet? I have to be careful not to make your teeth fall out with all this sweetness. 

Sigh, I saw a girl asked, "Is this world the most melodramatic one?" I can only apologetically tell you, it definitely isn’t… (Ｔ▽Ｔ)

What’s more, the most melodramatic part of this world hasn’t been written yet, muah. Please hold on, if you can’t hold on, you can withdraw for now, love you all. 

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3 hours for 2,381 words, or 7.6 minutes for every 100 words. A decrease in rate by 0.4 minutes, wow! It'd be nice if I could get back to six minutes, where I was at the end of Runaway Guide...

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